Dont leave.
Please hold me
I am too scared
Could you help me?
And I cant find anything
I know I cant see anymore
I ask you to stay
Until I disappear in the shadow
Please comfort me,
Im waiting for you to walk by
And I give out excuses
To say I wont get hurt anymore
Im right here for you
Hold on please
Until I stop waiting
And come chasing after you

Im too scared for anything
And you know that
Im so scared of the dark
So please keep me close
Until I fall away
For one more time
I cant breathe anymore
Because your right here
Taking every breath
I live off of every word
Your are finished with

You show me everything
Its all just a blur
And I can smile now
For another day
I want to leave this now 
But walk with me
Until there is no more ground
To put our feet
Then lets fall into the atmosphere
The sidewalk ends sometime
Or another
Place your hand on my heart
On the ground, by the trash
See me again
And I cant feel this  anymore
I raise my hand in the air
You fall with me.

-end- 

And it takes the day
To puke the whole way
And I hate this feeling
Crawling in my gut
But you are greatful
That Im facing this alone
You started this trend
So that I could crawl
On the ground covered in glass
I filled with so much hope
And you keep me going
I mourn this loss
I smile for all of this

I tried to say I would never
I screamed the nights away
Sleeping with blades
Tucked under the covers
And Im exploding now
Scars fade with time
And I faded last night
Flickering Flickering Flickering
I was never alright
Never anyday
And you took it away

I tried to carry on
I fell on my knees
As you stand over me
I cant stand this anymore
Im stronger now
I cant look back now
The lonely position of neutral
Is finally being destroyed
I deny every truth out of your mouth
And I cant feel this
I cant be emotional
I white you out
But you still come back
I see you
Glittering Glittering Glittering
Maybe today
I will open my lungs
And live another day
I am so alive.

I got tired of the same old ending
And I fell right through the floor
You smothered me till I choked
I lost control tonight
I lost the sanity
Keeping me intact
I made another mistake to you
But maybe I got out fine
I became this
By my own
Now Im nothing
Nothinglike you.

-chorus-
I felt the warmth once
Now Im so cold
I am so much more
Aware and I thirst
For nothing anything
Im tired of you.
Im tired completely
You guessed it right
Im moving on now
Im walking away now.
-end chorus-

Fallacy trembling
And you kill this
I hated you once
Now I am just
Put under a pressure
Made by myself
And Im just
By myself in this
I cannot be in bliss
For the love that flowed
Is backed up now
I was dead
Now Im alive
Thank you.

-bridge-
I fell apart
Right in front of you
Let me get this out
Let me scream
One more time
Until my lungs burst
All I want to do
Is walk on
And tell the story
Of which killed me
-end bridge-

-Chorus-

end

See every person
From this height
Walk through it
Make sure there's nothing
That you left behind
And I was ontop of the world
But in the bottom
Of my self esteem
Could you Realize
Im on my own
Walking through the street now
Holding in my thoughts now
Could you find me
Between the then and now?
I waste time
Falling for you
I just felt alive
And I sit here wishing
Somethings missing
I dont know
Nevermind

I scream for everything
Every phrase we said
The despair comes in twos
I could no longer see
That I was on my own
Without the dream
I feel the ignorance
Creep through the walls
Knowing nothing
Better than
Knowing something
I killed this feeling
I hate this
Dont you see
I hate this
On my own now
Cant see me cry now
And I waste my time
Holding it inside

I felt th lie fall through the ceiling
Something maybe missing
And it may be the feeling
Of cold, bitter loneliness
Who knows what I think
Who cares what I think
I am without it all
And I choke on it
I scream for everything
I catch the memories
With my bare hands
Letting them burn the flesh
And disentigrate me
I cant help but say
I need you
If not, I need someone
I felt this rise
The wind is cold tonight
With the icy fall
Of your heart
My stomach writhes
And I scream
Until the blood flows
To my tongue.

Attractive first glances
And you find me there
I start to sing here
And it brings the place down
What do you want of me
To become beautiful blasphemy
What do you want of me
Coould you uncover my grave
Raise me up and fill me in
The worst part about leaving
Is the way you turn your back
I guess this is where I say
You just so wonderful
And I cant say that anymore
Not with a cut throat open
The blood flowing
Down down down
Pick me up
Suprise me one more time

Leaving me on the edge
Puching me off to the side
Somethings you never did
And I cant help but ask
What what what
And this life is spinning
I cant help but say
Stop stop stop
Im sticking my neck right now
Im looking now
You ask for something
Something I cant give anymore
Stronger now
Strength pleases them
And your just wonderful
And I just cant believe
You would stay
While I go this time

I scream out my lungs
everytime the conversation
Is killed when the silence comes
Could you tear my fucking heart out
Just so I could hurt
And feel the real pain
So I would have a valid reason
To walk on.
Such ironic words from me
I wish i was by you right now
This cannot be.
I fall towards the words
And I hate this feeling
I hate you and everthing
I love you with everything
And I cant help but say
Im on this crucifix
Hanging and suffocating
Waiting for someone to
Drive the nails through my flesh
I follow you 'till the end
And where did you go?
Or maybe I just strayed this time.
I wandered too far
(Im just fine
Im just fine
IM JUST FINE
...help me... )
I cant feel anymore.
Take me in im too sore.

Take me for this ride
Suprise me now
Take me off my feet
I tripped over these words
So find my face down
Down down down
And I screamed for the life
To come back in my lungs
Grab this hand
Take this heart
Jump back up
And I start to look
Into your eyes

The stars fall
And It feels good
Way too good
And its when you fall
I ask to myself
Where did you go
It looks like you fell
For another person
Other than me
And I think of one thing
Run Run Run
Never look back
Im never going to fucking look back
Find me in that corner
In the pool of your blood
Watching the darkness
Fall over me!

And this breathless creature
Takes my heart
And I feel so alive
Catacalyptic writings
Over my chest
And you take these words
And run them out the door
Where did you go?
And I take the flight
One way ticket
For that one place
No one wants to ever go
Glory is old
Fame is gone
Lets face it here
Talk to the other side
Death welcomes me at its door
And I crash its party.
Choke me death.
Try to kill me
I wont leave
Until I get her back
Its so beautiful
My end is near
But at least she still
Lives today.

The stars fall
And It feels good
Way too good
And its when you fall
I ask to myself
Where did you go
It looks like you fell
For another person
Other than me
And I think of one thing
Run Run Run
Never look back
Im never going to fucking look back
Find me in that corner
In the pool of your blood
Watching the darkness
Fall over me!

-end-

You could choke me
You could push me
You could cut me
You could hear this

Someone has this hand
Right around my neck
And lets turn in this
Silly little project
We call love
Im cold tonight
Lets miss the time
Where we had our hearts
Reach in the cavity
That had my heart in it
And take out this despair
Maybe we could grow old
Turn to dust
And blow away
You know I said
I could take you home
Around the stoke of midnight
Im yelling your name
And your screaming mine
My heart should pump now
And the sky could be on fire
Close your eyes.
Let this all in.
Short stories keep me going
And you can feel the warmth
That you gave me
That one lonely night

What if I were to disapear
In the thin air
That I have been trying to breath
For so long??
And well its not up to me
To feel this real
It scares me to think
That I could be something
After all, after all
And You stick out your neck
So that I fall back down
And I push these answers
To you so efficiently
But Im becoming blind
To my own poison
I cant see that far
Into the future
You know its almost time now
For something to go wrong
And whats it going to be?
My heart on the ground
Or my soul up in the sky
Could we have more time?

And maybe I could be
Still waiting
Still breathing
That may be
That Im still here
And you laugh at me
Trying to disect my thoughts
And I dont care anymore
All I want is
A backdoor
I saw one once
And now its gone
So I guess I cant see
Whats right in front of me
But at least im still alive
And at least this is all for real
Could I Should I
Let this all go
And you will never know
What ever happened to me
Once the summer air
Burns me up
And takes me to another place

Unspoken hatred
Is nothing anymore
Your sight is so tainted
And full of hatred
But what do I know
Maybe I should just go
So that you could fall back
Right on your face
So then whatever
Who do I want to be?
Maybe I just dont want to be
Associated with you
And you know Im quite tired
Of picking up after you
And all the messes you make
You say we are all fake
But I wont ever change
You want to start a war
And who do you want to blame
It starts to rain
As I weep
Its times like these
You just want to break through
This system and not feel empty
My smile Iis actually real this time
The shards of truth
Are being mended again
Im just fine now
These blood stains are gone now
Death is just temporary
Then your just gone

The blood pulses
The sweat pours
And this is my first pulse
Breaking down
Bringing it all down now
Taking this one match
And making one symphony
While we bring this place
Back to the hell it came from
The people encircle me
And they start throwing thier fists
Pain, aggrivation
And this is my first rythym
Jump up and down
Running through the others 
Too hard to break us
And we break each other down

Lash out loud
Scream out your lungs
Take this chance
And bleed out the pain
This place grows dim
We fall back into place
As I fall
Trample the body
Kill the weak
And we get up
And do it over again
Lash out loud
Scream out your lungs
Take this chance
And bleed out the pain
This place grows dim
We fall back into place

So this is the impression
From the first fresh pulse
And enough reason
Take this pipe
And break the bone
Of your enemies
And I want to break this down
I dont care about the reason
Lets bring this down
First we hit
Second we kick
Third we fight
Until we collapse
Closer to death
Is where I might want to be.
So lets get this started
The intro
To my own death
To my very own funeral
The people encircle me
And we start
Mosh.

Maybe I should leave this room
And have the stale air
Pass right through me
You have no idea
Whats been going on
On the top of that mountain today
The trees moan and the rivers scream
They are waiting for that pressing
New exploration
And you know you should never
Let the stones that hit your flesh
Bring you down to the ground
I could be on my knees
For an eternity
And buckle down and miss that pure
The pure humanity of one's soul
I could leave this crowd
With my head up high
And find that fear
Left me
And is absorbed by everyone
That I left behind

Not everyone is this cold
I could experience this warmth
And then I shall grow old
And disentigrate right before you
So that its my time to go away
And so I leave this place
Of charred wastelands
And burning embers beneath the foot
How the armoured expression
Of your face
It tells all
I say nothing
This is my last night
This is your first mourning
And I let the questions surface
Because I am tired 
Of the people
And thier games
Of hypocracy
I leave with a trail of ashes
So that ones could follow
If they crawl through the sut
And the cataclyptic sayings
Just keep flowing out of my mouth
Pardon my speech
I must leave
With great haste
But she is still with me
Still until I die.

The whispers of those
Who just dont understand
And I feel the burden
Of gravity
As I fall on my face
At the sight of you
And I have had enough
Of this pointless facade
Let me show you my face
I walk out of the shadows
And show you that Im not heartless
Im fragile
In the strongest way
And maybe you could accept
The fact that everyone is broken
I bleed the red blood that you once spilled
And I rise above all to see
That I could never be the same
Of that once innocent life
That you tainted with your touch
Fingers in my mouth
So that Im kept quiet
And hands holding me down
So that I cant escape
But it doesnt matter
Not anymore
Because I knew she feels the same
As I do and that cannot be taken
Take my tongue
Take my limbs
Rip out my heart
And I shall still love
Something you cannot do

Not everyone is this cold
I could experience this warmth
And then I shall grow old
And disentigrate right before you
So that its my time to go away
And so I leave this place
Of charred wastelands
And burning embers beneath the foot
How the armoured expression
Of your face
It tells all
I say nothing
This is my last night
This is your first mourning
And I let the questions surface
Because I am tired 
Of the people
And thier games
Of hypocracy
I leave with a trail of ashes
So that ones could follow
If they crawl through the sut
And the cataclyptic sayings
Just keep flowing out of my mouth
Pardon my speech
I must leave
With great haste
But she is still with me
Still until I die.